The Shadow in the Streets  

Growing up in the inner city, we all find something interesting that motivates us whether it is positive or negative. Whether it is sports or being a construction worker in building a foundation for an organization. We all must start somewhere but at the end of the day at what cost? Growing up in a poverty area of violence and crime, my parents did the best they could, it was not always easy. When you have seen death and had friends growing up at a young age lose their life over simply nothing such as over words of jealousy, it puts a toll on you as you grow up. In the streets there is always a shadow following you and that shadow is death.

As time went on, I was taught the game and how to survive at any cost.  I was taught the game of life, the game in the streets and those who follow or are watching as we know as the shadows. I did not want or like that type of life where you always having to look over your shoulder, so I opt to go another avenue and that was college and then the military.  When I joined the military 27 years ago, after I failed out of college, I applied my street knowledge in a strategical way.  Now, I was the shadow in a positive way, I watched, learned and asked questions and once opportunity presented itself, I took full advantage. Today, I am currently working on my Doctorate of Education in Organizational Leadership at Grand Canyon University.

In closing, just for the record, I was never a criminal but I have witness criminal activities. No matter what you do in life there is always a shadow around you. Your surrounding may be like the streets or a formality of the streets but like my father always told me “you don’t have to continue to look over your shoulders if you are smart about it.” I finally understood what he meant. What does it mean to you?

Retirement Ceremony
Retirement Ceremony
Residency 2 GCU

Published by Paul Samuel Young

Currently at Trident University International enrolled in the Doctorate of Education in Organizational Leadership program. I am very interested in education and the future of others drive for education.

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